Monday, April 09, 2007

What a weekend!

I tell you what.

What.

Anyway we did just what I set out to do. Get some things that have been a long time coming. Everyone in the family got shoes. Summer got a bunch of clothes. I got a new monitor for the computer. What a difference an extra 3 inches makes. I'm sure some of my readers already know how much of a difference that 3 inches can make. ;-) It wasn't all fun and games though. Not by a long shot. We got our oldest son new glasses. I bought some things to do projects around the house. Like a new toilet, and wood to make a new gate and repair a section of fencing. This coming weekend I'm going to get a new counter top for the kitchen and a new sink and faucet. So now I have a crap load of stuff to keep me occupied for quite some time.

In other news I have felt the return of some very familiar yet unwanted feelings. I am having a very hard time sorting them out. If they even can be sorted out. I don't know. I just know that I am very, very irritable lately. I'm sleeping most of the day away. Going through varying emotions. One second I'm happy then for no rhyme or reason I'm pissed and snapping at everything. Then I go to just having a knot in my throat to being so tired that I can't function. And these are only the ones that I can put a finger on. There are more that I can't even come close to describing.

Now keep in mind these feelings aren't coming in a specific order like I described above. They come at random. They leave at random. No warnings at all. It truly is annoying.

I'd like to write some more but I seem to have pissed the day away and now I need to prepare for work.

3 comments:

ArtfulDodger said...

You think those could be lingering from the changes in schedule, sometimes those things can take awhile to surface? I'm no mind-doc so that is pure speculation. I always enjoyed having projects around to putz with, maybe you need some help?

for a different kind of girl said...

I'm wondering the same thing art is - the schedule shift impacting moods and physical feelings. i know when my husband worked odd hours, we suffered through many transitions. may be something to consider.

like the big old 'to do' list you are going to have! if you get bored with that, i can giv you mine!

and i'll stop now before going on some diatribe about an extra three inches, thank you very much!

Mr. Husbland said...

Random emotions coming at different times?! OMG YOURE TURNING INTO A WOMAN! =) Hang in there CH.