Tuesday, January 22, 2008

As Summer said over the weekend I'm taking kind of a break. I just haven't been feeling it lately. with everything that has been going on lately I guess I've just lost the oomph so to speak. That and the fact that the home computer has taken a dump on us. So we are now sharing one computer until we can afford to by a new one. Since Summer is going to school and she needs the computer the most I haven't been online as much. things at work have made me afraid to use the computers at work as well.

The depression has hit me really hard the last week or two as well. I've had at least 4 panic attacks just this month. This is with taking the medication like I'm supposed to. I was so bad last week that when I was driving home from my moms house one night I was actually afraid to be behind the wheel. During an appointment with my therapist last week I told him that I felt like I was on the verge of a breakdown. I just don't know how much more I can take.


Tajalude said...

{{{{{{{{Hugs}}}}}}}}}} For both you and Summer. Thinkin' about ya.

for a different kind of girl said...

been thinking about you guys! that will still be in effective as you work through what you must!

hasarder said...

Hang in there, CH. You know you've managed to get out of that dark place before, and you can again. Big hugs for you and SR.