As i have stated a few times on my blog and in comments to others I don't watch pornographic movies. I also don't masturbate.
well tonight while I was in a small chat romm with SR, myself and two fellow bloggers. Summer made the comment that I do watch porn. I countered with the fact that I haven't looked at a pornographic website or movie in over a year. She agreed and said that's true.
But then she asked me what was on the cable box under the on demand watched programs. well those were some of the shows that I have watched recently. They were on the HBO section under late night specials. I had watched the first few episodes of Pornucopia Going Down in the Valley. And also the best of Real Sex. NO! I waqs not watvhing all these episodes at once. Any ways we got into a "discussion" about whether or not that was equal to watching a porn movie or porn on the net. My standing was that this is NOT the same. There is a difference between the two.
The difference is that porn is something to watch when you need a release. Or are trying to get aroused for your partner. You watch it and rub one out. Unless of course your watching with your poartner then you can renact the scenes as they unfold.
The shows on HBO are more like reality TV. There are no money shots. A lot of the stuff is actually blurred out. Watching a seminar with a bunch of left over hippies learn about being at one with your partner is not porn.
What do you think? Go ahead and answer the poll to the right. And please for the love of all that is good, if you are going to put an answer on the poll post your oppinions why in the comments. Yes I am a comment whore.
Thursday, October 26, 2006
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Pictures
Blogger is finally cooperating today. So here is the photos I wanted to post last night.
Another beautiful sunrise on the marsh. I live for moments like this!
This would be the birds we shot. This picture ws taken about 45 minutes after shooting time.
Me all ready to go with my war paint on. (I actually like duck hunting because it gives me an excuse to wear makeup. :-)~ )
Oldest son holding my uncles bull sprig.
Youngest son holding my hen mallard. No he is not scared or upset. That is just the funny face he likes to make for pictures.
All the birds hanging in my garage.
Another beautiful sunrise on the marsh. I live for moments like this!
This would be the birds we shot. This picture ws taken about 45 minutes after shooting time.
Me all ready to go with my war paint on. (I actually like duck hunting because it gives me an excuse to wear makeup. :-)~ )
Oldest son holding my uncles bull sprig.
Youngest son holding my hen mallard. No he is not scared or upset. That is just the funny face he likes to make for pictures.
All the birds hanging in my garage.
Monday, October 23, 2006
The opening of duck season!
**WARNING!! Photos of duck carnage following!!**
The trip started off being a long one. SR didn't get home from work till after 11:00 on Fri. night. So I wasn't on the road untill quarter after. I had an hour long drive to my uncles house. Didn't get to sleep till around 1:30. Let me tell you something. 3:00 AM comes aroung pretty quick!
We drove to the refuge we were to hunt and got all signed in. Let me tell you. I love having a reservation! We walked to the blind, set out our decoys, and still had 45 minutes to drink coffee and watch the sun come up before it was shoot time. We even had time to watch the shooting stars. We saw about 7 in 30 minutes. Not like going on in the sweatline where your rushing to get all your gear out before shooting time. As is usual on opening day some bozzo was shooting 5 minutes before legal time. When legal time hit though My uncle and I had 2 mallards locked in on us. My uncle got up and shot first. Missed. I shot second and stoned my bird. As I am climbing out of the blind my uncle says hold still. We have 2 more birds locked on our decoys. My uncle misses again. I hit my target. My uncle gets out and goes after the first bird. I go after the second. I look for about 20 minutes and can't find it. So I go back to the blind and wait for the sun to come up some more. It was simply amazing. For the first 2 hours of the morning the skies were just full of birds. We missed quite a few opportunities on teal. Those birds are fast as hell. We passed on all the spoonies we saw. Opening morning is NOT the day to be slumming on spoon bills. My uncle downed 2 birds for himself as well. After the flight died down we both got out of the blind to look for my lost bird. We searched for over an hour. Could not even find feathers where it hit the ground. The thing that got me was that it was on dry land. No tules around at all.
We ended the hunt around 11:00 and drove back to my uncles house. I talked to my aunt for a little bit and drove home. SR and I went shopping for youngest son's birthday presents.
That folks is how my wonderful weekend went. I get to do it all over again next weekend. I'm going to go hunt next weekend in the Sacramento valley for their opener as well. Can't wait.
Without further ado here is the carnage photos along with a few others from the day.
Well I WAS going to post photos but Blogger once again is being a bitch and won't let me upload any pics. So they will have to wait for another time.
The trip started off being a long one. SR didn't get home from work till after 11:00 on Fri. night. So I wasn't on the road untill quarter after. I had an hour long drive to my uncles house. Didn't get to sleep till around 1:30. Let me tell you something. 3:00 AM comes aroung pretty quick!
We drove to the refuge we were to hunt and got all signed in. Let me tell you. I love having a reservation! We walked to the blind, set out our decoys, and still had 45 minutes to drink coffee and watch the sun come up before it was shoot time. We even had time to watch the shooting stars. We saw about 7 in 30 minutes. Not like going on in the sweatline where your rushing to get all your gear out before shooting time. As is usual on opening day some bozzo was shooting 5 minutes before legal time. When legal time hit though My uncle and I had 2 mallards locked in on us. My uncle got up and shot first. Missed. I shot second and stoned my bird. As I am climbing out of the blind my uncle says hold still. We have 2 more birds locked on our decoys. My uncle misses again. I hit my target. My uncle gets out and goes after the first bird. I go after the second. I look for about 20 minutes and can't find it. So I go back to the blind and wait for the sun to come up some more. It was simply amazing. For the first 2 hours of the morning the skies were just full of birds. We missed quite a few opportunities on teal. Those birds are fast as hell. We passed on all the spoonies we saw. Opening morning is NOT the day to be slumming on spoon bills. My uncle downed 2 birds for himself as well. After the flight died down we both got out of the blind to look for my lost bird. We searched for over an hour. Could not even find feathers where it hit the ground. The thing that got me was that it was on dry land. No tules around at all.
We ended the hunt around 11:00 and drove back to my uncles house. I talked to my aunt for a little bit and drove home. SR and I went shopping for youngest son's birthday presents.
That folks is how my wonderful weekend went. I get to do it all over again next weekend. I'm going to go hunt next weekend in the Sacramento valley for their opener as well. Can't wait.
Without further ado here is the carnage photos along with a few others from the day.
Well I WAS going to post photos but Blogger once again is being a bitch and won't let me upload any pics. So they will have to wait for another time.
Thursday, October 19, 2006
The question
As I said in my last post I had a question that came about from my morning going to church with SR. This question is for anyone to answer but I am really looking forward to the input from a few specific readers: FTN, Desmond, Christian Husband, and Digger. Just for the record I'm looking for anyone's input here, but these are the ones that I know of that regularly post on the topic of religion. And I know that they aren't shy about posting their opinions.
So here is the topic of the day: The churches mission and vision pt6. It has been an ongoing topic over the last few weeks. I attended part 4 & 6. He was talking about how the congregation is supposed to be the disciple's to the people in their lives, to get them to know the truth. He also said that it is every Christians duty to love God and put Him at the top of your priorities even above your spouse and children. I understand that from a Christians point of view. But then he said that if the congregation believed that he was not doing his job as being a disciple of the church that they should go ahead and find another pastor. A few minutes later he ended and we all went home.
After church we went back to the carnival and then went to do our payday shopping. On the way out of town I asked Summer what that was all about with him saying that they should find a new pastor. Apparently the Elders of the church (I believe, correct me if I'm wrong dear) aren't to fond of the pastor. I found this hard to believe because I really like the way he talks and preaches. So I asked her why that was. She said that it was due to his age. They think that he was/is to young to have the position of being pastor of the church. Apparently a prominent family in this small town stopped attending the church because they didn't like him for his age.
So the question is what does his age have to do with him holding this position? I've heard some of the people that I specifically mentioned views on having a female pastor in FTN's comment fest last month. So does this also apply to having a young pastor?
A little background that I do know: He is around 27 years old. Married to a smokin hot wife. Has 3 kids ranging in age from 6-3. Lost a son at a very early age. Is very passionate about his job and takes it very seriously. He is one of the people that takes the bible literally for what is said. There is no interpretation of the written words.
So what does his age have to do with whether or not he should be a pastor? If they thought that he was to young then why would they hire him in the first place? Does it say in the bible that you must be X years old to be in charge of a congregation?
In other news duck season opens day after tomorrow! I can't wait. I'm so excited for this years season to begin. I haven't been excited about an upcoming duck season in years. This is truly a new chapter in my life.
So here is the topic of the day: The churches mission and vision pt6. It has been an ongoing topic over the last few weeks. I attended part 4 & 6. He was talking about how the congregation is supposed to be the disciple's to the people in their lives, to get them to know the truth. He also said that it is every Christians duty to love God and put Him at the top of your priorities even above your spouse and children. I understand that from a Christians point of view. But then he said that if the congregation believed that he was not doing his job as being a disciple of the church that they should go ahead and find another pastor. A few minutes later he ended and we all went home.
After church we went back to the carnival and then went to do our payday shopping. On the way out of town I asked Summer what that was all about with him saying that they should find a new pastor. Apparently the Elders of the church (I believe, correct me if I'm wrong dear) aren't to fond of the pastor. I found this hard to believe because I really like the way he talks and preaches. So I asked her why that was. She said that it was due to his age. They think that he was/is to young to have the position of being pastor of the church. Apparently a prominent family in this small town stopped attending the church because they didn't like him for his age.
So the question is what does his age have to do with him holding this position? I've heard some of the people that I specifically mentioned views on having a female pastor in FTN's comment fest last month. So does this also apply to having a young pastor?
A little background that I do know: He is around 27 years old. Married to a smokin hot wife. Has 3 kids ranging in age from 6-3. Lost a son at a very early age. Is very passionate about his job and takes it very seriously. He is one of the people that takes the bible literally for what is said. There is no interpretation of the written words.
So what does his age have to do with whether or not he should be a pastor? If they thought that he was to young then why would they hire him in the first place? Does it say in the bible that you must be X years old to be in charge of a congregation?
In other news duck season opens day after tomorrow! I can't wait. I'm so excited for this years season to begin. I haven't been excited about an upcoming duck season in years. This is truly a new chapter in my life.
Sunday, October 15, 2006
6 DAYS!
That's right folks. Just 6 more days to my favorite season of the year. Duck season! This year is a very special year to hunt ducks for me too. I got my first reservation to hunt a refuge on opening day. No sitting in a parking lot for hours waiting for the people who got a ressi to shoot their limit and leave so I can get on. Not this year. I get to be in the field at first light and get first crack at the new birds of the season. I can't wait. I just need to get all my gear out of storage and ready to go.
The past weekend was a good one. Our town had it's annual celebration. There was a carnival for 4 days, fireworks, vendors, a parade today, and awards for the biggest Striped Bass caught. They even had a car show yesterday morning. SR volunteered at the Chamber of Commerce booth selling raffle tickets, T-shirts, and give wrist bands to people over 21 so they could by beer.
When SR got off at the booth last night the kids and I met her down in town and we walked around from about 5:30 till a little after 10:00. We ate dinner and took the kids to the carnival. We all rode the bumper cars. The kids just love to do that. After that was over Oldest went on the Ferris wheel with some friends while youngest and I got on the Tornado. That was a complete shocker to me. It was his idea and he insisted on going on it. So we stood in line for a 20 minutes waiting to get on. The whole time he is extremely excited. When it was our turn to get on he ran to where he was told to get on and had the biggest smile in his face. When the ride got going it lifted us off the ground and went in circles. He asked my to spin the bar so we could spin more. So I did. He had the biggest smile I have ever seen on him. He was laughing so hard. My parents were there to take videos of him as we were going in circles. I can't wait to see them.
Now if he was me when I was 5 there was no way in hell I was going on that ride. Or any other ride for that matter. I was the biggest chicken you ever saw. The first coaster I ever went on was the Demon at Great America. I hated it. And I was 15! I didn't like coasters until I was about 17. Then you couldn't keep me off of the Demon, or the Edge or any other coaster I got a chance to ride.
Back to last night. After we rode the Tornado it was time to get ready to watch the fireworks. So the 6 of us went back to Summer's truck to watch the show. Now for a little town like it is that we live in they have one heck of a show. Nothing like Disneyland or Butchart Gardens, but good none the less. They bring a barge in under the draw bridge and have it stop right at the end of main street. Then they light the fireworks off by hand. No electronics used. There are 4 guys on the barge lighting them off with flares. It was awesome.
Then we went back to the carnival again where youngest went on the super slide and oldest went back on the bumper cars. Then it was home to bed. Boy did I sleep good last night.
This morning I attended church with the family. It was a good time. Although I have some questions to ask a few of my readers. Those will wait for later in the week though. Need to keep something for a post in the bank. :D After church we went back to the carnival to watch the parade. Then the boys and I took SR over to the boat dealer where they were having some excellent deals on some boats. There was one that normally goes for 130k that was show priced to 98k. What a deal! We did see a patio boat that we were semi interested in. It was about 23k. but SR really surprised me when she saw a boat that was going for 20k. The payments were 170 a month. Something we can't yet afford. But she said if we could afford it, it might be something she'd be interested in. It was a 19' Searay w/135 horse motor. It had a fiberglass floor to it so it made it real good as a fishing boat. But it also had the wakeboard tower on it as well so it would be a great ski boat as well. I miss water skiing. So we have more stuff to dream over now. Along with 2 new trucks for SR and I.
Then it was back to the carnival for another round of bumper cars. This time youngest went on the small coaster with SR. They had a good time. Both kids went on the Super Slide. Then all 4 of us got on the Tornado. SR screamed the whole time. Telling me to stop spinning while youngest is wanting me to spin more. My arms got real tired. :D
That's all for now. I want to leave you with final thing. I don't usually do this but decided that what the heck. I'll only live once. I found a new blog the other night.Ramble....anyone? She is a new blogger and only has about 5 posts. If you want to check out some good Ferris wheel stories go check her out. Especially parts 2 and 3. She's just starting out and is looking for input on her writings so go give her a visit.
The past weekend was a good one. Our town had it's annual celebration. There was a carnival for 4 days, fireworks, vendors, a parade today, and awards for the biggest Striped Bass caught. They even had a car show yesterday morning. SR volunteered at the Chamber of Commerce booth selling raffle tickets, T-shirts, and give wrist bands to people over 21 so they could by beer.
When SR got off at the booth last night the kids and I met her down in town and we walked around from about 5:30 till a little after 10:00. We ate dinner and took the kids to the carnival. We all rode the bumper cars. The kids just love to do that. After that was over Oldest went on the Ferris wheel with some friends while youngest and I got on the Tornado. That was a complete shocker to me. It was his idea and he insisted on going on it. So we stood in line for a 20 minutes waiting to get on. The whole time he is extremely excited. When it was our turn to get on he ran to where he was told to get on and had the biggest smile in his face. When the ride got going it lifted us off the ground and went in circles. He asked my to spin the bar so we could spin more. So I did. He had the biggest smile I have ever seen on him. He was laughing so hard. My parents were there to take videos of him as we were going in circles. I can't wait to see them.
Now if he was me when I was 5 there was no way in hell I was going on that ride. Or any other ride for that matter. I was the biggest chicken you ever saw. The first coaster I ever went on was the Demon at Great America. I hated it. And I was 15! I didn't like coasters until I was about 17. Then you couldn't keep me off of the Demon, or the Edge or any other coaster I got a chance to ride.
Back to last night. After we rode the Tornado it was time to get ready to watch the fireworks. So the 6 of us went back to Summer's truck to watch the show. Now for a little town like it is that we live in they have one heck of a show. Nothing like Disneyland or Butchart Gardens, but good none the less. They bring a barge in under the draw bridge and have it stop right at the end of main street. Then they light the fireworks off by hand. No electronics used. There are 4 guys on the barge lighting them off with flares. It was awesome.
Then we went back to the carnival again where youngest went on the super slide and oldest went back on the bumper cars. Then it was home to bed. Boy did I sleep good last night.
This morning I attended church with the family. It was a good time. Although I have some questions to ask a few of my readers. Those will wait for later in the week though. Need to keep something for a post in the bank. :D After church we went back to the carnival to watch the parade. Then the boys and I took SR over to the boat dealer where they were having some excellent deals on some boats. There was one that normally goes for 130k that was show priced to 98k. What a deal! We did see a patio boat that we were semi interested in. It was about 23k. but SR really surprised me when she saw a boat that was going for 20k. The payments were 170 a month. Something we can't yet afford. But she said if we could afford it, it might be something she'd be interested in. It was a 19' Searay w/135 horse motor. It had a fiberglass floor to it so it made it real good as a fishing boat. But it also had the wakeboard tower on it as well so it would be a great ski boat as well. I miss water skiing. So we have more stuff to dream over now. Along with 2 new trucks for SR and I.
Then it was back to the carnival for another round of bumper cars. This time youngest went on the small coaster with SR. They had a good time. Both kids went on the Super Slide. Then all 4 of us got on the Tornado. SR screamed the whole time. Telling me to stop spinning while youngest is wanting me to spin more. My arms got real tired. :D
That's all for now. I want to leave you with final thing. I don't usually do this but decided that what the heck. I'll only live once. I found a new blog the other night.Ramble....anyone? She is a new blogger and only has about 5 posts. If you want to check out some good Ferris wheel stories go check her out. Especially parts 2 and 3. She's just starting out and is looking for input on her writings so go give her a visit.
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
Another hunting trip
Went on another hunting trip the past weekend. Went back to the same place as before. Just on a different hill. Nada. Zip. Zilch. I saw 4 deer in 3 days. Never before have I had a worse season than this. I'm used to at least seeing 15-20 deer a day. All does of course. But it was a good trip all the same. This time it was just my dad and I. The kids wanted to stay home this time. Which was fine with me because it gave me an extra day to go hunting. It also gave me some time to spend with just my dad. So it was fun. We did a little bit of talking. Not a lot but hey at least we talked.
Nothing spectacular happened this time like the last time. No crashed vehicles or anything like that. Although my uncle called us on Sun. morning to ask where we were at on the mountain. Apparently he shot his deer on Sat. at the club. So he was going to meet us at our spot. His season lasted an entire 90 minutes. Shooting time was at 6:30 he got his deer at 8:00. A 2x3 buck. But it wasn't mine or my dads so I won't bore you with the details.
So this afternoon SR asked me the silliest question. She asked me if I had enough decoys for duck hunting finally. That would be like asking if a woman had enough pairs of black heels. Of course not! She said that I have tons of decoys now. What else could I possibly need. Well let's see here. I currently have about 5 dozen duck decoys. 2 dozen mallard, 1 dozen pintail, 1/2 dozen green wing teal, 1/2 dozen widgeon, various decoys I've found over the years, some feeders, sleepers, and flyers. She bought me a decoy bag last year that holds 8 dozen decoys. So I NEED at least 3 dozen more.
Then there are goose decoys. 2 dozen honker shells. 1 dozen honker "socks". 8 dozen honker silhouettes. 2 dozen snow goose "socks". 1 dozen spec shells. I NEED at least 1 more dozen spec shells. 2 dozen spec silhouettes. 200 snow rags. 2 dozen snow shells. 1 dozen spec floaters. 1/2 dozen honker floaters. 2 dozen honker full bodies.
So as you can see there is still a long ways to go before I have what I need. That's just decoys. There's still jackets, waders, calls, boats, dogs. The list is endless. Just like black heels to a lady I can NEVER have to much duck hunting equipment. Sorry to those ladies out there that don't wear black heels. I'm in no way trying to be patronizing or stereotyping.
One last little tidbit of good news. SR got her schedule changed at work. So she is now working M-T during the days. And Fri. nights. That means that I will be able to attend my men's group meetings on Thu. nights! Isn't that great news? I'm so happy about this. I can't wait to go this Thu.
Just for those of you that are keeping track (not that there are many) our sex streak came to a screeching halt after I posted about it last. Went from 3 times in 7 days to once in 10 days. So there really isn't much to be jealous over. It just has it's ups and downs like every other relationship out there. I just wish it wasn't MY relationship. But then again I guess everyone thinks that.
Nothing spectacular happened this time like the last time. No crashed vehicles or anything like that. Although my uncle called us on Sun. morning to ask where we were at on the mountain. Apparently he shot his deer on Sat. at the club. So he was going to meet us at our spot. His season lasted an entire 90 minutes. Shooting time was at 6:30 he got his deer at 8:00. A 2x3 buck. But it wasn't mine or my dads so I won't bore you with the details.
So this afternoon SR asked me the silliest question. She asked me if I had enough decoys for duck hunting finally. That would be like asking if a woman had enough pairs of black heels. Of course not! She said that I have tons of decoys now. What else could I possibly need. Well let's see here. I currently have about 5 dozen duck decoys. 2 dozen mallard, 1 dozen pintail, 1/2 dozen green wing teal, 1/2 dozen widgeon, various decoys I've found over the years, some feeders, sleepers, and flyers. She bought me a decoy bag last year that holds 8 dozen decoys. So I NEED at least 3 dozen more.
Then there are goose decoys. 2 dozen honker shells. 1 dozen honker "socks". 8 dozen honker silhouettes. 2 dozen snow goose "socks". 1 dozen spec shells. I NEED at least 1 more dozen spec shells. 2 dozen spec silhouettes. 200 snow rags. 2 dozen snow shells. 1 dozen spec floaters. 1/2 dozen honker floaters. 2 dozen honker full bodies.
So as you can see there is still a long ways to go before I have what I need. That's just decoys. There's still jackets, waders, calls, boats, dogs. The list is endless. Just like black heels to a lady I can NEVER have to much duck hunting equipment. Sorry to those ladies out there that don't wear black heels. I'm in no way trying to be patronizing or stereotyping.
One last little tidbit of good news. SR got her schedule changed at work. So she is now working M-T during the days. And Fri. nights. That means that I will be able to attend my men's group meetings on Thu. nights! Isn't that great news? I'm so happy about this. I can't wait to go this Thu.
Just for those of you that are keeping track (not that there are many) our sex streak came to a screeching halt after I posted about it last. Went from 3 times in 7 days to once in 10 days. So there really isn't much to be jealous over. It just has it's ups and downs like every other relationship out there. I just wish it wasn't MY relationship. But then again I guess everyone thinks that.
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
Sunday, October 01, 2006
Just wanted to drop by and say that today is a special day for me. For the first time since I started taking the antidepressant medications I had sex three times in a seven day period. To some that may not be a big deal. But to me it's HUGE! Just like my tool. ;-) Oh wait. You've seen my tool and know the truth. Never mind.
Anyways as you can see things are going good for me. I'm in a good mood. The world is right. The state finally got off their ass and sent us our signing bonus. The best news about the check is that they didn't tax it at the overtime rate! That would have meant that they would have taken out 44% of the check. Instead they only took out something like 1%. So what am I doing with this new found money? I got my new cell phone to start off with. Finally. And got the one I wanted too. The rest is going towards the Visa bill. Then when we can find an open Sat. night Summer and I are going to go out to dinner. Alone. She's been wanting to try out a restaurant that we haven't tried before. So we're going to TGI Friday's. Supposed to be a good place.
Nothing much else going on in this little corner of the world. SR went to a Sisters in Christ conference yesterday. Ever since she got back she hasn't stopped telling me how much she loves me. Glad she went. Great ego boost for me. :D
I took the boys shopping yesterday and bought them Pirates of the Caribbean The Curse of the Black Pearl. Watched it twice so far. Pretty good movie. Haven't seen that one before.
So now I guess I should tell about what is going on with youngest and school. He will be attending a new school starting tomorrow morning. He will NOT be going to the school we went to look at two weeks ago. Instead he will be going to the same school that had the pre school he attended. It is closer to home for us and he is comfortable going there. They have a special day class that he will be going into. Then when he does better they will have him splitting the time between the day class and the kinder class there.
Ever since we had him out of the class he was in and got him away from his aide he has been doing great at school. He has been spending his days in his resource teachers class. Melissa I think is what I named her. Anyways she had thought that since he was doing so well for her for the 9 days he was in her class that he might be able to stay at this school and just go to a different teacher and get a different aide. She talked to the principle about it and she refused the idea. She said she does not want him at the school. Even though we have two people with the school district saying that the problem was most likely caused by conflicting personalities between him and the aide. Melissa said that the only problems that he had come across was when the aide came to the classroom with another of her students.
So I'm wondering now if there is any legal action I can take against the school to have him stay here. I'm already pissed enough at the original teacher for what he said to my son.
Oh that's right I never told you about that did I. The day after we had the IEP meeting at the school our sons kinder teacher told our son that he would be going to a school for bad boys. I was livid. I called the principal. She had the teacher call me and SR to apologize to us. He said that he was sorry and he just got frustrated and lost his cool. And that was it. Nothing happened to him. I want this ass holes job. I want him fired and have this on his record so he can not teach ever again. He went to school to learn how to deal with kids. And this is how he reacts. Maybe he found the wrong profession. So after this incident with the principal refusing to let him stay at this school I'm contacting my EAP program and talking to a lawyer to see if we have anything to go on here. All I want is 1- for the teacher to be fired & 2- to have our son stay at the school he is supposed to be at.
So do any of you think I have a snow balls chance in hell of accomplishing this?
Anyways as you can see things are going good for me. I'm in a good mood. The world is right. The state finally got off their ass and sent us our signing bonus. The best news about the check is that they didn't tax it at the overtime rate! That would have meant that they would have taken out 44% of the check. Instead they only took out something like 1%. So what am I doing with this new found money? I got my new cell phone to start off with. Finally. And got the one I wanted too. The rest is going towards the Visa bill. Then when we can find an open Sat. night Summer and I are going to go out to dinner. Alone. She's been wanting to try out a restaurant that we haven't tried before. So we're going to TGI Friday's. Supposed to be a good place.
Nothing much else going on in this little corner of the world. SR went to a Sisters in Christ conference yesterday. Ever since she got back she hasn't stopped telling me how much she loves me. Glad she went. Great ego boost for me. :D
I took the boys shopping yesterday and bought them Pirates of the Caribbean The Curse of the Black Pearl. Watched it twice so far. Pretty good movie. Haven't seen that one before.
So now I guess I should tell about what is going on with youngest and school. He will be attending a new school starting tomorrow morning. He will NOT be going to the school we went to look at two weeks ago. Instead he will be going to the same school that had the pre school he attended. It is closer to home for us and he is comfortable going there. They have a special day class that he will be going into. Then when he does better they will have him splitting the time between the day class and the kinder class there.
Ever since we had him out of the class he was in and got him away from his aide he has been doing great at school. He has been spending his days in his resource teachers class. Melissa I think is what I named her. Anyways she had thought that since he was doing so well for her for the 9 days he was in her class that he might be able to stay at this school and just go to a different teacher and get a different aide. She talked to the principle about it and she refused the idea. She said she does not want him at the school. Even though we have two people with the school district saying that the problem was most likely caused by conflicting personalities between him and the aide. Melissa said that the only problems that he had come across was when the aide came to the classroom with another of her students.
So I'm wondering now if there is any legal action I can take against the school to have him stay here. I'm already pissed enough at the original teacher for what he said to my son.
Oh that's right I never told you about that did I. The day after we had the IEP meeting at the school our sons kinder teacher told our son that he would be going to a school for bad boys. I was livid. I called the principal. She had the teacher call me and SR to apologize to us. He said that he was sorry and he just got frustrated and lost his cool. And that was it. Nothing happened to him. I want this ass holes job. I want him fired and have this on his record so he can not teach ever again. He went to school to learn how to deal with kids. And this is how he reacts. Maybe he found the wrong profession. So after this incident with the principal refusing to let him stay at this school I'm contacting my EAP program and talking to a lawyer to see if we have anything to go on here. All I want is 1- for the teacher to be fired & 2- to have our son stay at the school he is supposed to be at.
So do any of you think I have a snow balls chance in hell of accomplishing this?
Thursday, September 28, 2006
Sex and kids
Well to start off with I was able to perform twice so far this week! :::Happy Dance!::: (that was so girly of me) summer and I had a fantastic session on Tue. afternoon before the kids came home from school. Let me just say that she is amazing. She's even adding new things on her own. She was very vocal when we were alone. That is a huge turn on for me hearing how excited she gets. But the icing on the cake was when I was ready to cum she grabbed both of my nipples and squeezed them. OMG! I came so hard from her doing that. When we were done I asked her what brought that on especially at that precise moment. She said it just came to her as something to do. Well she can do that whenever she wants to. :D
Then this morning when I woke up I was feeling quite........amorous. So I did what just came naturally. I rolled over on top of Summer and gave her a kiss. She in turn kissed me back and opened up to receive me. It was amazing how easy it was to slip right inside of her. There was no foreplay at all on either of our parts, but she was still ready to take me in. After a few minutes I stopped long enough to play with her clit with my tongue. God I just love the taste of her. I paused all of this long enough to just breathe in her scent. She smells ssoooooo good.
She told me that she wanted to feel me inside of her again so I got back between her legs. After a few strokes I moved my legs outside of hers and sat up. She likes the way that I can rub on her when I sit up. She pulled me back down on top of her and began to tell me she wanted me to fill her up. I was so ready to do just that. I told her to say it some more. She said it in my ear and I felt her hot breathe. That sent me over the edge. I came inside of her and collapsed on top of her.
It was at that moment that she looked at the alarm clock. Oh shit! Your going to be late for work! I looked at the time and saw that I had 10 minutes to get dressed and get to work. Good thing I live so close to the yard. I wiped myself off quickly, threw on some clothes and ran out the door.
When I got to work my crew said that I looked very happy and wanted to know what was up with me. I just said that it was a beautiful day today. Then my boss come in and gives out the job assignments for the day. Everyone got an assignment but me. So I asked what was I supposed to do. Then he reminded me about my physical. He said that I had a 9:30 appointment for my DMV physical.
"Oh crap. I forgot about that."
"Did you need to ger cleaned up?"
"Yes I do. I totally forgot it was this morning."
"Well you have 30 minutes to get home and back here."
I ran out to the truck and headed home. Called Summer to ask if the shower was open. She said it will be in a few minutes. (We only have one shower.) This is where the day got funny. I walk in the door and youngest asks what I'm doing home. I tell him and summer that I have a Dr. apt. that I forgot about and need to take a shower. Summer starts laughing at me. Youngest says 'Why didn't you take a shower before work?' In a bossy tone of voice.
"I did take a shower last night."
"Then why are you taking one now?"
"Because daddy exercised this morning and didn't have time for a shower before work."
Summer is turning red now.
"What did you exercise?"
"I did push ups."
"What kind of pushups?"
"The adult exercise kind."
"Show me what you did."
"I can't."
"Why?"
"Your too young to do these push ups."
"Oh."
Summer just turns real red and laughs. I get in the shower and go back to work.
So the real good news in all of this is that I am starting to get my drive back slowly but surely. Now I just need to get a few more things tweaked with and I think this medication thing will be pretty livable. Just don't want to be on this stuff for the rest of my life.
Good night all and happy shagging!
Then this morning when I woke up I was feeling quite........amorous. So I did what just came naturally. I rolled over on top of Summer and gave her a kiss. She in turn kissed me back and opened up to receive me. It was amazing how easy it was to slip right inside of her. There was no foreplay at all on either of our parts, but she was still ready to take me in. After a few minutes I stopped long enough to play with her clit with my tongue. God I just love the taste of her. I paused all of this long enough to just breathe in her scent. She smells ssoooooo good.
She told me that she wanted to feel me inside of her again so I got back between her legs. After a few strokes I moved my legs outside of hers and sat up. She likes the way that I can rub on her when I sit up. She pulled me back down on top of her and began to tell me she wanted me to fill her up. I was so ready to do just that. I told her to say it some more. She said it in my ear and I felt her hot breathe. That sent me over the edge. I came inside of her and collapsed on top of her.
It was at that moment that she looked at the alarm clock. Oh shit! Your going to be late for work! I looked at the time and saw that I had 10 minutes to get dressed and get to work. Good thing I live so close to the yard. I wiped myself off quickly, threw on some clothes and ran out the door.
When I got to work my crew said that I looked very happy and wanted to know what was up with me. I just said that it was a beautiful day today. Then my boss come in and gives out the job assignments for the day. Everyone got an assignment but me. So I asked what was I supposed to do. Then he reminded me about my physical. He said that I had a 9:30 appointment for my DMV physical.
"Oh crap. I forgot about that."
"Did you need to ger cleaned up?"
"Yes I do. I totally forgot it was this morning."
"Well you have 30 minutes to get home and back here."
I ran out to the truck and headed home. Called Summer to ask if the shower was open. She said it will be in a few minutes. (We only have one shower.) This is where the day got funny. I walk in the door and youngest asks what I'm doing home. I tell him and summer that I have a Dr. apt. that I forgot about and need to take a shower. Summer starts laughing at me. Youngest says 'Why didn't you take a shower before work?' In a bossy tone of voice.
"I did take a shower last night."
"Then why are you taking one now?"
"Because daddy exercised this morning and didn't have time for a shower before work."
Summer is turning red now.
"What did you exercise?"
"I did push ups."
"What kind of pushups?"
"The adult exercise kind."
"Show me what you did."
"I can't."
"Why?"
"Your too young to do these push ups."
"Oh."
Summer just turns real red and laughs. I get in the shower and go back to work.
So the real good news in all of this is that I am starting to get my drive back slowly but surely. Now I just need to get a few more things tweaked with and I think this medication thing will be pretty livable. Just don't want to be on this stuff for the rest of my life.
Good night all and happy shagging!
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Home again
Well I've returned from my hunting trip with my boys and my dad. It was a fun trip. Saw some new and awesome sights. But saw very few deer. We saw 4 deer on Sat. 2 does and 2 fawns. The coolest part about seeing the deer on Sat. was that I have never seen a fawn that still had the white markings on it. That was a high point of the trip for me. I didn't have time to get the camera out to get a picture though.
On Sun. youngest son did really good and spotted the first deer of the day. He did exactly like he was supposed to do to. He tugged on my shirt, gasped quietly and whispered 'Dad there's a deer'. I turned around and there was a doe standing out in the open. She stood there for a few seconds and continued walking and eating. Soon her 2 fawns followed her down over the hill out of sight.
The highlight of the trip for the boys was getting to shoot the .22's. My dad and I found a secluded spot where we had a good back stop of a hill and set up some cans and some paper targets. They had a blast shooting them. Well youngest had a blast trying to shoot them. Oldest did a good job of hitting the cans consistantly.After we were done shooting we continued down the road doing some road hunting. The road ended up being a dead end so we had to turn around and go back the way we came. In total from the time we started on this road to the time we got turned around and got back to where we were shooting was about 90 minutes. This is important to the story.
after we got a few turns past the shooting location my dad stopped the truck and said that he saw something strange. He got out of the truck and told the kids to stay there. He told me to come with him and bring the binoculars. When I got to where he was at and looked down the side of the hill we saw a truck at the bottom that was on it's side.
We were talking the situation over trying to decide whether or not it was there when we came through earlier. We determined that it wasn't there when we originally came through. So that meant that we needed to go down to the bottom of the hill and see if there was anyone inside still and if they were hurt or not. We both said at the same time 'I really don't want to go down there to find a mangled dead body'. As we started our decent we saw 2 CDF trucks drive up. They said that the people who were in the truck were ok and were on their way in another truck. At this point we were blocked in. So we stayed there while more CDF guys and 2 CHP officers arrived. The occupants of the truck came up with the CHP officers. When they got there we got the story of what happened.Apparently they were road hunting like we were. In this type of hunting you basically drive around on old logging roads at an idle watching the hillside for signs of deer. So your going at a speed of maybe 2 miles an hour. Anyways they saw a buck and went to stop the truck. The next thing they knew they were going backwards down the hill. When they got to the bottom they hit a drop off and rolled over. At that point they were able to get out of the truck and by some miracle their Nextel's worked to get direct connect to an emergency number. That explained to us how the emergency crews got there so soon. And the helicopter that had been circling us for awhile.
After we got the story dad and I walked down the hill to check out the truck. It was about a 150 yard drop from the roadway. It was STEEP. We got a little over 2/3 the way down the hill and decided that was close enough and took some pics and made our way to the top of the hill. Oh did I forget to mention that the occupants of the truck walked away without a scratch? They were wearing their seat belts. Something that you never see while hunting these old logging roads.
So here is the story that my dad and I came up with as to how they ended up down there. They saw the deer. The driver went to put his foot on the break. In his excited state of seeing a buck he missed the break and hit the throttle instead. This in turn launched him over the edge into the tree pictured. When they hit the tree it made the ass end slide away from them. Then they rolled down the hill until they hit the bottom where they rolled only one time. The driver said that the only thing he remembered was seeing a deer and then rolling down the hill backwards.
That was the extent of my hunting trip. No deer so we will be going back up there again in two weeks with the hope that we will have a storm come in to move the deer around more. Being later in the season there will be less people hunting as well.
There are a few updates to make about our sons schooling but that will come tomorrow night. It's now time for some desert and bed.
Thursday, September 21, 2006
One more.....
...quick post. This weekend I'll be going deer hunting with my dad and both my boys. This will be youngest's first hunting trip. It's going to be a very special weekend. The only down side is that oldest busted his wrist at school today so he's in a cast for a few weeks. He's really upset about it too because the Dr. told him no shooting. My dad and I were going to bring our .22's along for the kids to plink around with. So he's pretty bummed about it. But he is happy to be going out in my dads fifth wheel. When I return next week I should have some good pictures to post up.
Now I do have a question for women out there (men to if you want to pitch in with your experience as well). It is said that a male reaches his sexual peak at about 17-18 years of age. When does a female reach her peak? And how do you know when she has reached it? I have noticed that the last few times Summer and I have been together she has just been phenomenal. She has left me completely breathless. Really. There is just such a huge change in making love to her the past few weeks compared to the last few years. I'm just curious if it is due to her reaching her "peak" or is it because of the decrease in the amount of sex we have.
Or could it be because her feelings for me have truly started to change for the better again. Just things for me to ponder.
If you haven't done so you might want to drop by and see this topic that is going on over at FTN's place. It's mind boggling to me to see that he has over 115 comments. The topic reminded me of a discussion he and I were having over at Unsolicited Advice a few months ago. It reminded me that I never have posted my thoughts on religion like I said I would. So it is here now as a reminder to me that I need to do it in the near future.
Until next week when I see you again. Have a good weekend!
Oh one last thing- Wish us luck tomorrow. SR and I will be going to a new school in the morning to see if that is where we want our son to go. So fare from what we have seen on the web and from what Melissa has said from what she has seen it will be the perfect school for our son. Here's to hoping for transportation!
Now I do have a question for women out there (men to if you want to pitch in with your experience as well). It is said that a male reaches his sexual peak at about 17-18 years of age. When does a female reach her peak? And how do you know when she has reached it? I have noticed that the last few times Summer and I have been together she has just been phenomenal. She has left me completely breathless. Really. There is just such a huge change in making love to her the past few weeks compared to the last few years. I'm just curious if it is due to her reaching her "peak" or is it because of the decrease in the amount of sex we have.
Or could it be because her feelings for me have truly started to change for the better again. Just things for me to ponder.
If you haven't done so you might want to drop by and see this topic that is going on over at FTN's place. It's mind boggling to me to see that he has over 115 comments. The topic reminded me of a discussion he and I were having over at Unsolicited Advice a few months ago. It reminded me that I never have posted my thoughts on religion like I said I would. So it is here now as a reminder to me that I need to do it in the near future.
Until next week when I see you again. Have a good weekend!
Oh one last thing- Wish us luck tomorrow. SR and I will be going to a new school in the morning to see if that is where we want our son to go. So fare from what we have seen on the web and from what Melissa has said from what she has seen it will be the perfect school for our son. Here's to hoping for transportation!
HNT! (late)
It's a lttle late but technically it's still Thursday on the west coast. :D So here is my HNT contribution for this week. It's been awhile since I've done this.Sorry for that. The reason for this is that a few weeks ago I did the unthinkable. I trimmed my goatee. Down to about nothing. This is what it is currently like. Summer asked me to cut it off because it was getting to be a little to "rough" for her liking. And being the loving husband I am I did as she asked me to. But pomly because she asked nicely, and said that if i didn't want to it was fine.
Monday, September 18, 2006
Quickie
This is just going to be a quickie post. I have been ordered to do 50 push ups in bed with SR by Captain Winky.
So we had the IEP meeting for youngest son today. Things just aren't adding up. The Autism center hasn't tried to contact the school for any information at all pertaining to any tests that the school has done. The school has contacted them several times but they wont return the calls. Even though we signed a release paper allowing them to discuss the issue with the proper school officials. Our caseworker from Kaiser is very displeased with the center as well. She feels that they have not done enough testing of our son yet. They never went over half the tests that have been done and just told us to stop administering the Abilify. She believes that there is something else besides just ADHD. Especially since the medicine prescribed to him for when he was thought to have Autism helped him out so much. The problems at the school started back up when we stopped that medicine and went to ADHD meds. So now he's back on Abilify and he's getting better again. He is being allowed back into the school for this week but only for half days. On Fri. we have an appointment at another school that is about 25 miles from home. It is a "non public" school. It is set up to be in a stricter environment than the school he is currently in. They have staff on board that are trained specifically for his type of problems. So if we like the school he will begin attending there next Mon. morning. As long as the school he's currently at can find the transportation. So now it's just another waiting game to see if we like this school or not.
The thing that I don't understand about this school is that it is not a public school. So does that mean it is a private school? They didn't make it sound that way when we were in the meeting today.
The biggest thing to come out of the meeting today was that the school has finally realized what we have been trying to tell them for the past 2 years. He has some really big issues here. The thing for us now is to get Kaiser off there asses long enough to give us some straight answers instead of the dam run around that they have been giving us since the beginning of 2006.
Sergant Stiffy Out.
So we had the IEP meeting for youngest son today. Things just aren't adding up. The Autism center hasn't tried to contact the school for any information at all pertaining to any tests that the school has done. The school has contacted them several times but they wont return the calls. Even though we signed a release paper allowing them to discuss the issue with the proper school officials. Our caseworker from Kaiser is very displeased with the center as well. She feels that they have not done enough testing of our son yet. They never went over half the tests that have been done and just told us to stop administering the Abilify. She believes that there is something else besides just ADHD. Especially since the medicine prescribed to him for when he was thought to have Autism helped him out so much. The problems at the school started back up when we stopped that medicine and went to ADHD meds. So now he's back on Abilify and he's getting better again. He is being allowed back into the school for this week but only for half days. On Fri. we have an appointment at another school that is about 25 miles from home. It is a "non public" school. It is set up to be in a stricter environment than the school he is currently in. They have staff on board that are trained specifically for his type of problems. So if we like the school he will begin attending there next Mon. morning. As long as the school he's currently at can find the transportation. So now it's just another waiting game to see if we like this school or not.
The thing that I don't understand about this school is that it is not a public school. So does that mean it is a private school? They didn't make it sound that way when we were in the meeting today.
The biggest thing to come out of the meeting today was that the school has finally realized what we have been trying to tell them for the past 2 years. He has some really big issues here. The thing for us now is to get Kaiser off there asses long enough to give us some straight answers instead of the dam run around that they have been giving us since the beginning of 2006.
Sergant Stiffy Out.
Sunday, September 17, 2006
Saturday, September 16, 2006
A new song
As you can see I changed the song again for my video. I usually don't bring attention to this. But this time I felt it was necessary. The song is called Animal I have become. It's sung by a Canadian band called Three Days Grace. I also don't normally put videos up for the type of music that I truly enjoy because well it's just not for everyone. This is what I listen to 95% of the time. I do mix in a little bit of country to please Summer, and some Eminem just to keep things interesting. Anyways I decided to put this song up here because I feel that it describes a lot of the inner turmoil that I have going on. So listen to the words and not the "evil" music. Sometimes even the evilest of songs can have meaning if you just pay attention to the lyrics.
I can't escape this hell
So many times I've tried
But I'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
(This animal, this animal)
I can't escape myself
(I can't escape myself)
So many times I've lied
(So many times I've lied)
But there's still rage inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
Somebody help me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
Somebody wake me from this nightmare
I can't escape this animal
(This animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal)
So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
(This animal I have become)
Well folks it's time for this post to end. I need to see if SR still wants me to dye her hair tonight before bed. Then I need some sleep. My dad and I are going fishing together for the first time in over a year. We're also going to be marking GPS locations for some duck hunting spots on the Delta. Mainly marking the channel so we don't run aground in the fog. There's some huge sandbars out here that if you hit them at the wrong tide you'll be screwed for quite some time. My dad got stuck on one back in the 70's about 1/2 mile from my house. Was stuck there over night. Not a good situation. Especially since my mom was with him. Good night!
I can't escape this hell
So many times I've tried
But I'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
(This animal, this animal)
I can't escape myself
(I can't escape myself)
So many times I've lied
(So many times I've lied)
But there's still rage inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
Somebody help me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
Somebody wake me from this nightmare
I can't escape this animal
(This animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal)
So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
(This animal I have become)
Well folks it's time for this post to end. I need to see if SR still wants me to dye her hair tonight before bed. Then I need some sleep. My dad and I are going fishing together for the first time in over a year. We're also going to be marking GPS locations for some duck hunting spots on the Delta. Mainly marking the channel so we don't run aground in the fog. There's some huge sandbars out here that if you hit them at the wrong tide you'll be screwed for quite some time. My dad got stuck on one back in the 70's about 1/2 mile from my house. Was stuck there over night. Not a good situation. Especially since my mom was with him. Good night!
For O
this post is dedicated to none other than my favorite blonde. I seem to be giving her an awful lot of attention lately haven't I. Get your minds out of the gutters people. There's nothing going on with us. Just some friendly jibes to a person that can't boil water. :D
Any ways it has been brought to my attention recently that the poor girl believes that Taco Bell is REAL Mexican food. Being a person that is married to a half Mexican I can assure you that Toxic Hell IS NOT authentic food. It's more like garbage. That was one of the best things about my m-i-l. She could cook some of the best homemade refried beans I have ever tasted. Oh and her hand made tortillas were to die for. Combine that with her shredded pork and rice and it was a meal and a half.
But unfortunately since her passing we haven't really had the opportunity to eat food of that caliber. But tonight we changed that. Summer got her first check from her new employer. We paid all the bills, bought all our food and have a little bit of money left to get us through to next payday. To celebrate we decided to go out to dinner on a spur of the moment thing. We went to a Mexican restaurant near home. And here is how this post if for O. While at dinner I decided to take a picture of a REAL burrito and REAL refried beans on the side. Topped with cheese. The only way to eat beans. So this is for you girl.
Please excuse the poor quality of the pictures. I have a very out of date camera phone. It will be replaced soon though.
Any ways it has been brought to my attention recently that the poor girl believes that Taco Bell is REAL Mexican food. Being a person that is married to a half Mexican I can assure you that Toxic Hell IS NOT authentic food. It's more like garbage. That was one of the best things about my m-i-l. She could cook some of the best homemade refried beans I have ever tasted. Oh and her hand made tortillas were to die for. Combine that with her shredded pork and rice and it was a meal and a half.
But unfortunately since her passing we haven't really had the opportunity to eat food of that caliber. But tonight we changed that. Summer got her first check from her new employer. We paid all the bills, bought all our food and have a little bit of money left to get us through to next payday. To celebrate we decided to go out to dinner on a spur of the moment thing. We went to a Mexican restaurant near home. And here is how this post if for O. While at dinner I decided to take a picture of a REAL burrito and REAL refried beans on the side. Topped with cheese. The only way to eat beans. So this is for you girl.
Please excuse the poor quality of the pictures. I have a very out of date camera phone. It will be replaced soon though.
Thursday, September 14, 2006
A little better now
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Well I seem to be doing a little better now than I was earlier. You know I think that this medication thing is now becoming apparent to me in a huge way. I found that as I drove to my parents house I was no longer pissed anymore. I wasn't really pissed anymore after I was about halfway through the first post I wrote today. The anger just kind of went away. I'm still upset about it but not like I was initially. Something to ponder.
So I went to my parents and talked to my mom about the situation. She is going to watch youngest on Mon. while Summer is at work. Then she will be attending the IEP meeting with us. This way she will be able to ask the questions that she wants to have answered, be able to see what we are dealing with to better understand, and to help us out for support. The thing is that when I told SR about my mom attending the meeting she got upset at me about asking my mom to come. We'll have to see what that's all about later though.
I talked to youngest's therapist today as well. We have an appointment with a new psychiatrist tomorrow afternoon. His old one is out and may not return. The therapist also wants to get us in the office as soon as possible to see him. Thing is he don't have any openings till Oct. 30. But her wants us there within the next 2 weeks so he has us on the top of his list in case of a cancellation.
Other than that I think that I have said everything there is to say in the previous posts. The school is going to contact the county. He's not allowed to go back to that school. Everyone that we have talked to including Melissa has said that it is the schools job to find a new school asap for him. And it is their responsibility to bus him to and from that school when it is found. Best case scenario he will go to a special school that has experience in dealing with children with his problems. And hopefully along the way Summer and I can find someone that will be able to help us out as well. We're completely lost when it comes to handling our son. We both feel that we have failed as parents. That's the worst part.
Well I seem to be doing a little better now than I was earlier. You know I think that this medication thing is now becoming apparent to me in a huge way. I found that as I drove to my parents house I was no longer pissed anymore. I wasn't really pissed anymore after I was about halfway through the first post I wrote today. The anger just kind of went away. I'm still upset about it but not like I was initially. Something to ponder.
So I went to my parents and talked to my mom about the situation. She is going to watch youngest on Mon. while Summer is at work. Then she will be attending the IEP meeting with us. This way she will be able to ask the questions that she wants to have answered, be able to see what we are dealing with to better understand, and to help us out for support. The thing is that when I told SR about my mom attending the meeting she got upset at me about asking my mom to come. We'll have to see what that's all about later though.
I talked to youngest's therapist today as well. We have an appointment with a new psychiatrist tomorrow afternoon. His old one is out and may not return. The therapist also wants to get us in the office as soon as possible to see him. Thing is he don't have any openings till Oct. 30. But her wants us there within the next 2 weeks so he has us on the top of his list in case of a cancellation.
Other than that I think that I have said everything there is to say in the previous posts. The school is going to contact the county. He's not allowed to go back to that school. Everyone that we have talked to including Melissa has said that it is the schools job to find a new school asap for him. And it is their responsibility to bus him to and from that school when it is found. Best case scenario he will go to a special school that has experience in dealing with children with his problems. And hopefully along the way Summer and I can find someone that will be able to help us out as well. We're completely lost when it comes to handling our son. We both feel that we have failed as parents. That's the worst part.
HHmmmmmm....
Very intersting. This was so interesting to me that I had to post it here. Whether anyone else finds it interesting or not we'll just have to wait and see.
I just got done looking at my site meter and found a very.....almost disturbing thing. There have been 5 visits today alone from a person that lives 19 miles from me. Even stranger I lived in this town from 1990-1998. My parents lived there untill last Feb. So I'm curious if this person is someone I went to high school with. Or my sister went to school with. So if your from a town close to the delta drop me an email. let me know if any pics look familiar.
I just got done looking at my site meter and found a very.....almost disturbing thing. There have been 5 visits today alone from a person that lives 19 miles from me. Even stranger I lived in this town from 1990-1998. My parents lived there untill last Feb. So I'm curious if this person is someone I went to high school with. Or my sister went to school with. So if your from a town close to the delta drop me an email. let me know if any pics look familiar.
Furious!
That doesn't even begin to explain how I am feeling right now. I'm so fucking pissed off. And don't go telling how it's better to be pissed off than pissed on. I'm so pissed at myself, youngest son, the school, the doctors. Everyone. There is'nt anyone safe from me right now. I'm so enraged at the moment I'm going to my parents house soon just to try and calm down.
Why am I like this? I'll tell you why. Yesterday Summer calls me up and says that she had to pick youngest up from school early. She's very upset so I had to come home from work myself at 11 in the morning. She says that he is being kicked out of school for a few days. After I get here and she has composed herself she goes to the school to talk to his resource teacher. She is also a friend of hers at church. I'll call her.....Melissa cause I love that name. So SR talks to Mellisa and she is saying that the Ocuupational Therapist (OT) was antagonizing him into what happened. Oh yeah forgot why he got sent home. He kicked his OT. She was having issues with himm and instead of sending him to Melissa like she was supposed to she was doing what she wasnt supposed to do. So SR got and Melissa got him back in school for today. While sR was down there Melissa went over some test results that he was given last year. She says that he is showing severe signs of ODD (Oppositional Defiance Disorder). She said that we will talk mmore about it on Mon. IEP meeting.
Today SR gets a call from the school again saying that she needs to pick him up now. She goes there to find that he did the same thing again. kicked his teacher. So their decision now is to kick him out of the school perminantly! They said that we need to find him a new school to attend. They are also going to be contacting the county to see if there is anything they can do. Whatever that means.
So now we have an appointment with a new psycologist tomorrow afternoon. His original one is out on medical leave and may not return. Then we have an IEP meeting to go to on Mon. with the school that kicked him out.
My mom just called. She's home now so I'm leaving. Will post more tonight. Maybe. But that is why I'm so pissed at the moment.
Why am I like this? I'll tell you why. Yesterday Summer calls me up and says that she had to pick youngest up from school early. She's very upset so I had to come home from work myself at 11 in the morning. She says that he is being kicked out of school for a few days. After I get here and she has composed herself she goes to the school to talk to his resource teacher. She is also a friend of hers at church. I'll call her.....Melissa cause I love that name. So SR talks to Mellisa and she is saying that the Ocuupational Therapist (OT) was antagonizing him into what happened. Oh yeah forgot why he got sent home. He kicked his OT. She was having issues with himm and instead of sending him to Melissa like she was supposed to she was doing what she wasnt supposed to do. So SR got and Melissa got him back in school for today. While sR was down there Melissa went over some test results that he was given last year. She says that he is showing severe signs of ODD (Oppositional Defiance Disorder). She said that we will talk mmore about it on Mon. IEP meeting.
Today SR gets a call from the school again saying that she needs to pick him up now. She goes there to find that he did the same thing again. kicked his teacher. So their decision now is to kick him out of the school perminantly! They said that we need to find him a new school to attend. They are also going to be contacting the county to see if there is anything they can do. Whatever that means.
So now we have an appointment with a new psycologist tomorrow afternoon. His original one is out on medical leave and may not return. Then we have an IEP meeting to go to on Mon. with the school that kicked him out.
My mom just called. She's home now so I'm leaving. Will post more tonight. Maybe. But that is why I'm so pissed at the moment.
Sunday, September 10, 2006
stolen
Well here I am. Still sick and in bed. I'm so tired of being in bed. My entire body aches because I haven't done anything except lie down the entire weekend. So because thee is nothing better for me to do i borrowed this from O. Don't worry O. I'll give it back when I feel like it. :D
1. What's your opinion on sex without emotional commitment?
Very much possible. I've done it myself several times. Not that I'm proud of it but it is possible.
2. Do you bite your toenails?
That's just gross.
3. Are you a jealous person?
I really try not to be. But sometimes it just gets the better of me. I'm human what do you expect?
4. Does it get annoying if somebody says they'll call you but doesn't?
Yes! It irritates the hell out of me. It's rude.
5. What is your favorite ice cream flavor?
Ben & Jerry's Caramel Sutra
6. What would you rather be doing right now?
Being out of bed feeling better.
7. What song lyrics are stuck in your head at the moment, if any?
Lips of an angel by Hinder Also Animal I nhave become by Three days grace
8. What's your favorite TV show, now or in the past?
Presently the smpsons or family guy. Past Everwood
9. Do you get along better with the same or opposite sex?
I get along with everyone
10. Can others make you cry easily?
Nope. I can't cry.
11. Who was the last person to piss you off?
My wife! For screwing around with the pool boy. I knew we should'nt have gotten the pool.
12. Are you picky about spelling and grammar?
It only bothers me when I don't understand what's being said due to spelling and/or grammar mistakes. I'm aggreeing with O on this one.
13. Do you pay attention to calories on the back of packages?
No. It's just a waste of time.
14. If you could be any type of fruit, what would you be?
A strawberry
15. Were you a "planned" child?
I believe I was planned as my mm stopped he pill before she got preg with me.
16. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
About 5 that I wear cositantly. I have some Army boots that I haven't thrown away yet though.
17. What was the last thing to scare you?
The process of buying our house.
18. How many hours of sleep do you need to function?
Roughly 5. That's what I get during the week. On weekends I get around 8-9.
19. What is your favorite alcoholic drink?
I think you all know the answer to this one. An appletini.
20. When was the last time you saw a rainbow?
Don't remember.
21. Have you ever been attracted to someone physically unattractive?
I was once attracted to myself. Does that count?
22. What personality trait is a must-have in the opposite sex?
Open to communication and new experiences.
23. Would you ever date someone covered in tattoos?
No. But thats because I'm married.
24. Do you believe that a guy should pay on the first date?
No. Women want equality of the sexes so they should pay for dates as well. Seriously though yes.
25. Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
Yes. I want both. If your nice I may tell you what I want too.
26. Which do you make? Wishes or plans?
I make a lot of plans, but I'm such a procrastinator that they become wishes!
27. Can you speak any languages other than English?
Nope.
28. What is your favorite salad dressing?
1000 Island
29. Have you ever fooled around with someone and not remembered?
If I remembered there wouldn't really be a question here now would there.
30. When was the last time someone hit on you?
At the state fair when youngest was a year old. I was in the water park and some girls came up to me hitting on me with SR right there.
1. What's your opinion on sex without emotional commitment?
Very much possible. I've done it myself several times. Not that I'm proud of it but it is possible.
2. Do you bite your toenails?
That's just gross.
3. Are you a jealous person?
I really try not to be. But sometimes it just gets the better of me. I'm human what do you expect?
4. Does it get annoying if somebody says they'll call you but doesn't?
Yes! It irritates the hell out of me. It's rude.
5. What is your favorite ice cream flavor?
Ben & Jerry's Caramel Sutra
6. What would you rather be doing right now?
Being out of bed feeling better.
7. What song lyrics are stuck in your head at the moment, if any?
Lips of an angel by Hinder Also Animal I nhave become by Three days grace
8. What's your favorite TV show, now or in the past?
Presently the smpsons or family guy. Past Everwood
9. Do you get along better with the same or opposite sex?
I get along with everyone
10. Can others make you cry easily?
Nope. I can't cry.
11. Who was the last person to piss you off?
My wife! For screwing around with the pool boy. I knew we should'nt have gotten the pool.
12. Are you picky about spelling and grammar?
It only bothers me when I don't understand what's being said due to spelling and/or grammar mistakes. I'm aggreeing with O on this one.
13. Do you pay attention to calories on the back of packages?
No. It's just a waste of time.
14. If you could be any type of fruit, what would you be?
A strawberry
15. Were you a "planned" child?
I believe I was planned as my mm stopped he pill before she got preg with me.
16. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
About 5 that I wear cositantly. I have some Army boots that I haven't thrown away yet though.
17. What was the last thing to scare you?
The process of buying our house.
18. How many hours of sleep do you need to function?
Roughly 5. That's what I get during the week. On weekends I get around 8-9.
19. What is your favorite alcoholic drink?
I think you all know the answer to this one. An appletini.
20. When was the last time you saw a rainbow?
Don't remember.
21. Have you ever been attracted to someone physically unattractive?
I was once attracted to myself. Does that count?
22. What personality trait is a must-have in the opposite sex?
Open to communication and new experiences.
23. Would you ever date someone covered in tattoos?
No. But thats because I'm married.
24. Do you believe that a guy should pay on the first date?
No. Women want equality of the sexes so they should pay for dates as well. Seriously though yes.
25. Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
Yes. I want both. If your nice I may tell you what I want too.
26. Which do you make? Wishes or plans?
I make a lot of plans, but I'm such a procrastinator that they become wishes!
27. Can you speak any languages other than English?
Nope.
28. What is your favorite salad dressing?
1000 Island
29. Have you ever fooled around with someone and not remembered?
If I remembered there wouldn't really be a question here now would there.
30. When was the last time someone hit on you?
At the state fair when youngest was a year old. I was in the water park and some girls came up to me hitting on me with SR right there.
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